Break Down

I've cried many of nights
Awoke from disturbing dreams
Headaches of all kinds
With grinding of my teeth
All odds against me
Mentality oh so low
Negativity's confusion around me
Friendships' relationships on hold
Filthy and dirty in God's presence
Letting go of all things
Giving up at any second
Fire too stress to rekindle
Mockingbird too tired to sing
Emptiness in my stomach
Darkness upon my eyes
Razor tongues crowded in my ears
But in the midst
A Blessing in Disguise
Determination incomparable
Faith beyond the moon
Came out on top
Despite all of my gloom
A power stretched across the sea
A sun so abound
In my humbleness He came to me
No man can break down