LastNightsThoughts

I know there will come a time I will latch on to the routine of continuous studyin'. I know there will come a time when I will work, study, and do with all my might to stay in church and do God's will. I will only call on a few but pray and think of many. I will feel lonely and try to keep in touch but I will forget. Some will understand and know I still care. Many will feel as if I have forgotten them but I will not. Others I will stop calling for many of the right reasons and delete their phone numbers. They will eventually call. I will have pity upon them but they will remind me of why I willfully stayed away.

I will somehow break out of my shyness and be medically as well as artistically talented. Medical and Arts are my mission. Medical will be my duty. The Arts will be my escape. Both will come to other's rescue. Both will be evidence of my Father's power that even through me He shall forever be exalted. The things I write today will slightly be forgotten but strongly fought for because in the midst of the desert and storm it is difficult to stay encouraged. Everything shall come together. How or in which way is a slight mystery to me. I will not doubt the fact that the answers could be staring me in my face.

I want to experience the world so that I may give the world what God gave me. Since the world didn't give it to me because God did, I have no fear in giving because they can't take it away and I will be blessed with more than enough. May Grace and Holiness be unto my savior. Thank you and I love you.